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[j]YAF6G RJW2C7[/j]不过岛根县水族馆里的www.otomedream.com#0?; ^8 [! o& a, M1 g: J7 z( M,是你说的很可爱的www.otomedream.com#0?% a2 m) o; V+ H& a、会吐泡泡会微笑的白鲸www.otomedream.com#0?2 D% k4 Q/ U E Q! D。而且及川的审美观应该也不是喜欢抹香鲸那样的吧www.otomedream.com#0? M2 H6 K q2 J v。[j]YAF6G RJW2CX[/j]
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02www.otomedream.com#0?* G* s0 f& N( |- C* {( j、【You never forget your first whale.】
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[j]YAF6G RJW2BV[/j]又是一次升华www.otomedream.com#0?) ?# g$ L- V- l) @。这句话简直可以作为题记www.otomedream.com#0?5 R9 d/ w% J( k5 n0 d。包括你所说的“一种献身于他的感觉www.otomedream.com#0?4 @9 C# i+ r1 q, U } ?。崇敬还有仰视www.otomedream.com#0?- q6 P0 Q6 I6 h8 P: G( g。所以是不能得到的www.otomedream.com#0?9 y, ^8 R9 Q3 \5 i) H3 N _5 c。并且转瞬即逝www.otomedream.com#0?5 G6 f$ c: O* M# _+ W# G# c2 _6 e。”是比我深刻而且系统了几万倍的理解www.otomedream.com#0?/ t6 {. E D4 B w/ [3 F, [! T。
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[j]YAF6G RJW2CO[/j]在学校里也向你提到了www.otomedream.com#0?% b S0 b: Y# ]. K,文章的起源只是水手那句“你看他的脊背www.otomedream.com#0?7 o- E- A+ L q f, r,像座雪白的雪山www.otomedream.com#0? @3 g8 i3 W& u,那是他的威严”www.otomedream.com#0?: B4 h5 ? e3 |: J。文章能得到你的这种阅读感受www.otomedream.com#0?2 y5 G& J2 m# w! u& p,这篇文章就死而无憾啦(语死早)www.otomedream.com#0?8 B9 J M5 ]2 M$ j3 `* z: p7 L$ I% |。[j]YAF6G RJW2BS[/j]
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[j]YAF6G RJW2CY[/j]03www.otomedream.com#0? t& n0 ?9 k! ]8 [+ T、影山
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[j]YAF6G RJW2CU[/j] 我仔细回想了下影山在我这里是怎么从一个【笨笨的不太会表达自己的人】渐渐扭成了一个【淡然宁静纯洁纤细超脱尘世】的形象的www.otomedream.com#0?+ O9 d- |, n5 U4 N3 k7 x。
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[j]YAF6G RJW2D2[/j] 大概是我把他的内质之一www.otomedream.com#0? [2 ]( Y B5 `$ g, z,就是“孤独”提取出来了吧www.otomedream.com#0?3 T6 l7 K$ [) ~/ o3 n( c0 P. J: K,我着重展现了他在我眼中的孤独和在我眼中的美丽www.otomedream.com#0?$ D! E. Q _; I+ J* [,而把其他东西抛弃了www.otomedream.com#0?* d1 _4 v1 D) q. e; M2 V8 D# K。这样文章也更符合我的美学www.otomedream.com#0?* O j+ r7 t& Z9 A% T+ ?。[j]YAF6G RJW2BU[/j]
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影山很孤独www.otomedream.com#0?- N4 {( U5 C D7 c) L8 |% W,也很容易被欺负www.otomedream.com#0?+ F& j i) u9 u: r; C- t9 z,不管是北一的时候遭到孤立www.otomedream.com#0?2 J( ^- a3 u/ `、还是前面几集面对月岛的嘲讽埋头不语www.otomedream.com#0?% I$ i* J8 o4 X u- Y9 u、还是小说中被队友支使出去买东西www.otomedream.com#0?& ^( d2 n0 c! L& B* u6 J, j. M/ p,都让我感觉到这个人的弱势和孤独www.otomedream.com#0?& F( `: r U3 I5 W: @。[j]YAF6G RJW2BO[/j]
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[j]YAF6G RJW2D0[/j] 虽然他是个男孩子www.otomedream.com#0?+ Y( k6 Q( ^! e1 w$ a h _,我这么看待他或许有些不公平www.otomedream.com#0? Q9 `- h, Y; |! M- C* [2 T! J7 Q,而且因为我爱他www.otomedream.com#0?: W$ a5 z4 ] E* Z+ q* q,我的主观眼光也是一个原因www.otomedream.com#0?/ ~* H }6 p4 n# q L,不过这感觉是真的www.otomedream.com#0?% K7 Q: r! J9 |7 V9 }; w7 Z$ j,而且很强烈www.otomedream.com#0?( X8 s9 o9 R/ `, ]: h1 E( x( Z。[j]YAF6G RJW2CU[/j]
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[j]YAF6G RJW2CB[/j] 然后我没事会写些小段子www.otomedream.com#0?7 f% E. u: }, E$ v7 z3 W7 w ~,姑且把这些段子叫成《构图法》或是《我的美学》好了www.otomedream.com#0?2 y: S6 ?- R9 ?& f,有一段是这样的www.otomedream.com#0?9 X$ d( I ~) ?6 e- t* c8 c& E,这也是奇怪的情结之一:[j]YAF6G RJW2CW[/j]
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“在夏天里www.otomedream.com#0?! I# [) w( n. X0 },干净的白色衬衣www.otomedream.com#0?$ f: ~2 | x$ v4 o$ z J,浅蓝色牛仔裤www.otomedream.com#0?2 U* C7 W# U O* k! l5 p6 ];或是某个潮湿闷热的晚上www.otomedream.com#0?! I& e0 ?. R {4 z( M# G. } ?,一件汗湿的T恤www.otomedream.com#0?7 z1 L: q, A2 t5 v: S/ ^8 O. J! }6 Y、黑色或白色的排球鞋www.otomedream.com#0?/ k _; a# k$ V! n& h) W,背景音是少年微弱的吐息www.otomedream.com#0?# i; H3 b Y5 v,在我心里都是带着忧郁色彩的东西www.otomedream.com#0?% B4 U+ [, W T: d& H( D! V3 _。而蓝绿色正是那忧郁的颜色www.otomedream.com#0?( f6 f. Z8 R! g! H9 D- o。”[j]YAF6G RJW2CK[/j]
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